Elissia

After receiving so many kind messages (despite a few hateful ones), I decided to give it another go.

Today's shift was amazing. It was busy all day with regulars, returning callers and new faces. I felt appreciated, wanted, and genuinely happy to be there.

Thank you to everyone who supported me, called today, and made me smile. It really means a lot. Let's keep it going. ❤️

Yesterday was my last shift. I am leaving because I feel no one wants me.

I'm honestly really disappointed, especially after today and everything that's been happening lately. I had barely just arrived back and expected at least a little excitement and warmth, but instead the energy felt completely off.

At this point, I'm taking more and more seriously the idea of leaving, because I genuinely don't feel appreciated or wanted at all anymore. It's hard to keep showing up with the same energy when the feeling you get back is indifference.

Tomorrow I'll still be live from 9 AM until 1:30 PM, but I won't lie .. if things keep feeling like this, little by little I'll probably just disappear for good. There's only so much disappointment someone can take before they stop feeling like they belong somewhere

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Anyone wanna spoil me for Christmas?💓

❤️‍🔥

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